A piece of fish that can't be breathed

A piece of fish that can't be breathed
Someone of path in seriously ill says, AIDS is such a disease, when you get near it, the world goes far from you. Scribble prettily, former one newspaper reporter of Shenzhen; Chen YuanZhong, press photographer, apply the pretty faithful partner. From the September 23 to October 19, 2000, they were in a HIV-positive person's path (assumed name) Proposition under,last all course with lasting hing from growing to dying. Have patted all of his agony and loneliness. All offer 150 yuan Optimistic people often think, when history entered the 21st century, people's view to a AIDS person should have basic tolerance and progress. It is exactly such an optimist to scribble prettily. Will it be May 21 2000, until the intersection of flower and nearly one time of month interview HIV-positive person's path the newspaper-man, have one's heart filled with, publish one 7000 long article of word at newspaper, call upon society go on and offer to the path warmly. According to applying the pretty experience, can get the donation of several ten thousand yuan too at least. But the pretty experience of scribbling has not worked. The icy figure brings the real love and hate. All offer 150 yuan. There is 50 yuan that is posted in this 150 yuan, other 100 yuan is sent here by a poor person who give water. The development with subsequent thing exceeds and applies pretty expectation a bit. After receiving this pitiful contribution in the path, have said one sentence tearfully: 150 yuan is my good fortune too, prove that people understand me at least. But the contribution of 150 yuan is really given the great stimulus of the path in fact, he has strong telling the desire, he urges and scribbles prettily to hand over and publish his story as soon as possible. In that periods of time, scribble pretty and the intersection of partner and old loyal one day most important life far of her always from with the intersection of path and every day customary " phone tell the words right from heart " At the beginning, and then until house draws the full stop from path. In the morning of September 21, 2000, the path gave and scribbled prettily to make a phone call suddenly, said his cough is being aggravated, he thinks he will die soon. Just in the day when,suggest path, please scribble being pretty, and last he last course in the lives YuanZhong Chen by scene. Pursue the trace that will disappear soon The course of catching an illness of the path seems extraordinary " Honourable " : In 1987, went to Thailand to work as a temporary labourer to the path, became a maintenance man of a sewing machine in a clothing factory. One day, one female worker hands were pierced through by the intersection of plane and stitch in the clothing of train, much blood flowed, path give her wrap up wound at once, syringe needle broken to check still wear into the machine at the same time, female workers touch and move the footboard while standing up unexpectedly, the syringe needle drops again, the hands of the path are pricked too. Unfortunately, that female worker is a person who carries HIV. Will it be September 23 2000, scribble pretty accompanying path sit get on the intersection of hometown and long-distance big bus of Chaoyang by YuanZhong Chen, have entered the first stop where the life of the path paid a return visit. At that night, in order to look after the path, apply pretty, Chen YuanZhong and path and live in a triple room altogether, because of having a fever, the path shivers ceaselessly in a whole night, scribble prettily and Chen YuanZhong felt frightened again. In this time during the journey, path say dream ceaselessly, seem he could far away from AIDS temporarily in the dreams only, it is peaceful to get a silk. Remember some speeches of the path so far, scribble prettily and Chen YuanZhong all have some suspicion: Who is this person on earth? For example path say he think the intersection of AIDS and current situation of China look like Thai smooth the intersection of Nicaragua and symbol once, he want make to float, come up it; , I am a sleeper, you are the rail, and AIDS preventing and controlling of China is the train, please roll over from me on one's body. Going to Thailand next " Home of the paradise " In international five days in AIDS village, scribble prettily and Chen YuanZhong faced the terrible scene that AIDS wreaks havoc in Thailand straightly. They clearly knew at last how oneself was " The ignorant one is fearless " . The circumstances of the inhabitancy right path forbidden become more terrible than before going abroad. Before going abroad, scribble prettily and Chen YuanZhong still can give material assistance to him and carry on the regular treatment. Come back home, scribble pretty to dismiss from office unit for some reasons, take care of, too busy by oneself, make it let path accept " the the intersection of cocktail and treatment " not to raise money Possibility turn into zero. All the different kinds having no choice, path and lover have to seek help from the itinerant doctors of towns and villages all over the country. It is a day to take the life on October 19, a charlatan says he can treat AIDS by a smoke cured method, the path is being gone to try. This test has finished the life of the path ahead of time, when scribbling prettily and far getting to the path family oldly loyally, have already fainted on the ground in the path. Two people send him to the institute of traditional Chinese medicine of Shenzhen immediately, because of erupting acute pneumonia and bronchitis simultaneously, the path can not breathe in oxygen, suffocated and died at 20 past 7 in the evening. After the one hour, the intersection of Shenzhen and until " HIV-positive person's corpse need be dealt carefully with " health and epidemic prevention station Principle,send handlebar path corpse pull away. See the corpse of the path draw wrapping up in the invisible darkness like fish, scribble prettily and suddenly realize, the path was a fish, a piece of fish that can't be breathed in the air, his destiny only suffocates. The next morning, the family of path moved all articles of his to the crematorium and burnt together on request. Three days later, department goes to the path and house which the parents rent to sterilize epidemic prevention on request. This measure has alarmed landlord's neighbourhood. Ten days later, the taxi room gate that lover and parents in the path rent is stuck the strip by the landlord, restrict and move within three days, otherwise cut off the water and lose electrical power. Scribble pretty with Chen Yuan loyal help, this whole family can not continue sheltering oneself here. Will it be March 2001 one day, accompany path until the fact that lover of path that life end give, paint pretty to call, say she will go to Thailand to work as a temporary labourer soon. On November 24, 2001 of life changed, the reporter was in a simple and crude residence which is paved with the colored cartoon jigsaw carpet of Shenzhen, have watched this one firsthand information named as " pain ". Scribble pretty to say they must to the intersection of TV station and the intersection of free gift and the the intersection of image and materials of the whole country with YuanZhong Chen, otherwise unable to prove a one's own one is not the utility. This piece of extraordinary experiences obviously left the seal different to wear away during these two reporters' life, that their life attitudes have been changed. The fans that Chen YuanZhong was once a fashionable art, liked looking for hard to understand, ambiguously, even the feeling of crime, but the baptism that goes through through this crazy interview, he becomes the firmest supporter of simple happiness life, he likes looking for the warm feeling in the cartoon jigsaw carpet everywhere in the room; Scribbled prettily though because this crazy interview has abandoned the work, but her spirit remains unchanged Optimistic, because she has already witnessed the most hopeless existence in the world, even in that kind of deepest despair, she has still seen love. (the South Weekend)

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