Love such as clothes broke and threw away soon

Love such as clothes, broke and threw away soon
She is clear suddenly, sometimes, the love has been really broken and should throw away and throw away soon like the clothes! Newly-married while having a rough horseplay at weddings, the best man asks her evilly and awakely: "If bridegroom's officer have women outside afterwards, what shall you do? " She answers without thinking: "From! How could I have another one to tolerate him? From now on, the other side should be unique for us. If he has betrayed me, I will never burn for him the face goes to fight for the affections of a man or woman with others, not worth. " Perhaps the joke at that time was a kind of ominous sign! One day after two years, she goes to buy vegetables on the market. It is finish the money, about to leave carrying the dish to pay, it is totally a kind of intuition, suddenly thought that seemed nearby that there were things that something was familiar with. Not seeing it already, this one has looked to make her smile disappear from face: A man is embracing a gorgeous woman's very thin waist very intimately with a hand, another hand is gesticulating overstating. That man is not others, it is exactly him! She is stiff gapingly to stand and can't move there for a long time. Just at this hour, she suddenly knew the reason why the mouth called working overtime and going home him very late frequently in recent months. She came back home scared out of one's witsly, made be facing toward the wedding photo and cried it dark all aroundly. But after crying, she catches and finishes the cooking time that he comes off duty normally before, wait and wait for his comeback in front of the dining table anxiously as in the past. The reason can't be simpler: She loves him, even witness his betrayal now, she still loves him deeply! As to this she can not tell the reason, however, the reason of the love perhaps actually even if no one could make it clear! Remember the newly-married words oneself said at night, feel rather too graceful and innocent. Is the love able to forget and make a gift of at will? Love to break want clothes thrown away to throw away, love to implant first demons and monsters in heart, want to give up and draw a hole in the heart! Though heart of her drop down blood already now, that demons and monsters are entrenched there obstinately, that can be driven away by her reason. She wants to give him some time, perhaps he is only possessed for the moment, as time goes on, he will regard that woman as the toy, throws away. It is very late, he goes home, says that has worked overtime again. She nods in the calm place, even force oneself to believe this is true. She has already made up one's mind: Nothing says, just think any thing has not happened, only nowadays it is that one's own eyes made a mistake. Everything will go over, is not everything on the same as before - -She see take several meal pour husband that bed slept, comfort oneself like this perfunctory. But one night after a while, he suddenly came back very early, sat opposite with her through the desk, a posture of negotiation, say: "I do not want to conceal again, I have a woman. Our relation has been already unusual, the need on the human body is secondly, so, let's divorce! " She does not feel shocked to this, even is also glad that arrival of this day has not kept her wait for a long time indistinctly in the heart. Having a showdown in an early one day, she can let husbands see her extraordinariness in an early one day, hers is large-minded. "No, I do not want to divorce. " She says calmly, " I have known your thing that actually for a long time. I do not want to divorce, because I have already forgiven you. See on the intersection of we and in love copy for many years, ask you force I too, divorce eager so OK? Give time to us a little more, perhaps everything will turn better, will turn better like before. " He has been shocked by this kind of attitude of hers. Then it seems that nothing happens. She tries not to think of that woman standing between she and husband sideways, but more and more gentle and agreeable and showing consideration for to him, thinking of so as to realize him, wake him up, let him feel to her love that feel ashamed and regretful and come around to the correct way of thinking some day. Time passes by slowly, the more she admits more and more that is same as one's own role, even think more and more that can coexist peacefully with that woman by oneself. She come home from work, go to gate want, open just, listen to inside have the intersection of woman and " ha, ha " sometimes once Laugh,then she drop in friend's home to at midnight. So long as that family returns the existence, own reason that she has a comfort, she can stand if everything is diagraceful and painful. All, for the family, the love of in order to save them all. And kind-heartedness that she believes it is rare and magnanimous all over the world with oneself, the last victory must be oneself. But she is wrong. All that she makes is not only funny in husband's eyes but also presented viciously. "Do not you think you very false? " Husband not speaking with her seriously since half a year, ask her in a great rage. "False? " She is baffled. "Yes. I see, you hate I and little Qian very much in the heart, you can assume large-minded, in fact this is just your conspiracy: You can not get, others don't imagine and get too. You want to wear down the emotion of little Qian and me slowly by this kind of seemingly tolerant method, wear us down slowly. You are not only false, but also very vicious! Your conspiracy will not succeed! I must divorce, now, at once! " A few words of him are so angry that she nearly loses consciousness. She think absolutely, oneself outstanding tolerance and love that become a conspiracy, unexpectedly has become false and vicious! She is clear suddenly until now, has born the disgrace and can not rescue the love bashfully, if the love has already died. As to already becoming love of agony, what is called rescue is taking on in painly in the chest. Quite right, everything will turn better, but that is after throwing the agony. Sometimes the love has been really broken and should throw away and throw away soon like the clothes. Presumably, night when oneself is newly-married is perhaps if saying the wisest. "Well, will go to the court tomorrow. " She dries the tears, says firmly. Curiously, after she finishes saying this sentence, suddenly felt unusually relaxed all over, seem to unload a heavy burden.

|