The love can only run side by side with the love for time in love of

The love can only run side by side with the love for time in love of


Smile at the Chinese parasol tree tree that the chrysanthemum sits in the courtyard, the sunshine at over ten o'clock a.m. shines on her face through the crack spot of the tree. She is narrowing eyes, see those shone into an emerald green leaf, has smiled gently unwittingly, concave small dimple that go down show more or less she is childish on both sides of corner of the mouth.
Smile at chrysanthemum because and build, quarrel late, take more thanth car of hour, get back to these small city from Suzhou. In fact there is no her home in this small city, the place where she lives now is her grandfather's house, always take care of her aunt. The aunt is always good to smiling at the chrysanthemum, since parents die in that traffic accident in pairs, smiling at the chrysanthemum has been raised by aunt's tape all the time.
The mobile phone rang suddenly, accepted for the first time. It is known that she comes back from Suzhou, invites her to go out to have a meal specially.
At the age of 13, charge for the first time because she willing with the intersection of he and deskmate, put on mud desk of her leave school, every day. No matter why the teacher make his willing stop. Until she promises and he sits together. At the age of 20, accept for the first time because she is unwilling to promise to marry him, wore the long hair. That year of 23 years old, she married others, he was unwilling to give up. Until later, that long hair by wanting to shave all oneself of hers threatened him, he was not willing to cut. That day, were having a hair-cut in the store, saw the hair accepted for the first time flew away when the whereabouts came down, she has cried, squats there, connects with hands
Those hair lives, " accept for the first time, the hair is so long. " Two people have both cried.
She does not really understand. Sometimes it is perhaps among sentence of 0.15 kilograms whether happy. She wrote at that time so many letters were accepted for the first time, but the family accepted for the first time retreated back. She go to, charge house, look for, charge, reprimand by the intersection of she and mum for the first time for the first time. Began from that, she never accepted and wrote a letter for the first time. She does not have it with accepting and talking about the thing that his mother did to her that year for the first time after with accepting and meeting for the first time again. Because everything has gone over, what's more she built late at that time.
However, it really goes too far to build late.
She does not know where oneself can not be satisfied to build late, that unexpectedly he carries on a clandestine love affair with a woman in Hangzhou. He says, that kind of he and that woman lets him wait for a chance to cause trouble tacitly. Build even say late that it is very amazing to carry on a clandestine love affair. That is on the cocktail party that the friend holds, has built and probably drunk too much late, the mouth has not been saying one's own affair blocking. Smile at the chrysanthemum in order to build and say that carrying on a clandestine love affair really stimulates this sentence to throw wine bottle at the head built late late. The wine bottle has broken to pieces, her left hand has been drawn in several holes too. Building in the hospital late takes off the ring on the finger of chrysanthemum of smiling at roughly. He has not seen at all that smile at the gauze on hand of chrysanthemum, is just scolding her fiercely, hit her face tearing her hair, kick her body with the foot. Until being pulled open, is not scolding in the mouth clean yet. That day, smile at chrysanthemum pack simple luggage, no one greet, get back to small city right away.
Building late after getting married is not that that kneels on the sandy beach, lift a low priced ring, say to her you will marry that person of mine. His holding into a fist falls upon her ceaselessly. That hand is unwilling to give her a warm feeling again, they are stiff like stone, beating her health. Only because she is not a virgin.
Even so, but she can't let oneself be left and built late. She does not know she is sorry to build late, or build and unfair to her late.
Watch after smiling at the chrysanthemum for the first time, raise hand and her and greet. There are either getting more pale very face on what has been charged for the first time,eyes too either getting larger very,but or watch by spirit very, smile, though eyes are narrowed, can not block that sharp eyes either. He has been staring at the chrysanthemum of smiling at to see all the time.
"Has he hit you again? " Fist that charge for the first time hold tightly, bite tooth, blue vein by the volume jump first jump.
"I throw wine bottle at his head. " Smile at the chrysanthemum and sit down carefully, building saying late and thing of that woman in Hangzhou, take off the glasses to cry for saying.
Watching her and crying like that for the first time, the fist holds tighter. Smile at chrysanthemum bow, he see laugh at purple blue and green mark at the neck of the chrysanthemum, guess to build and certainly hit her late. These years, he often hears her news getting a trashing, she is unwilling to leave to build late, but the one that gave a bitter account on her and received to him in the heart on the phone each time is bitter. She is unwilling to marry him, but always let him see her scar. Accept and want to embrace her in one's arms very much for the first time, like when sixteen seven years old, it is warm to give to her, make her happy. However, she is others' wife, she has been refusing happiness and warmth that he attempts to give to her all the time. Accept and does not know how to do for the first time. He is smiled at the chrysanthemum and restrained like this, cares for, restrain, surround. The gentle regret and make people want cry touching to let he into heart to oneself and smile at chrysanthemum fill disappointed.
Smile at the chrysanthemum and sit inside the car, apply the face to the scenery of watching outside on the car window. Outside is an flashing neon lamp, there are several trace which rain has rowed on the glass, like a lot of light and light wounds. Laugh at the chrysanthemum suddenly cry baffledly.
It remembers that year of 16 years old to smile at the chrysanthemum, it was such night too, she and appointment that accepted for the first time.
"I know you are unhappy, I have known from my mother. " He means that traffic accident. "I do not want you to be unhappy. "
Accept crying suddenly for the first time. He loves for her.
What she accepted hearing for the first time cries for, lose control of one's own mood again, is held and accepts from the back for the first time, apply to the body accepted for the first time tightly. Accept and turn round for the first time, hold her in the arms, the teardrop is hung on the face, " make me kind to you. I will study carefully, let you pass auspicious day in the future. " Dripped the great raindrop that dripped to leave big at that time, hung on their face with tear ice-coldly and coolly.
Accept and draw her hands for the first time, fly to run the samely in the rain. While accepting the family for the first time, their clothes have been all already drenched, stick to the thin and weak health tightly. It is terribly dark. Accept the large raincoat which finds out his father for the first time. Send and smile at the chrysanthemum and go home.
A sleeve of a raincoat of his is needled through her left arm, another sleeve is needled through his right arm. They are like a person. The conjuncted these lifetime, she of posture, of baby will not be forgotten. The each other thin and weak health sticks to together tightly, damp and hot, make warm. Heavy rain play the getting blue raincoat ceaselessly, Peng loud in Peng in top of the head. The face has already been covered with the rain pearl.
Here at that time, accepted and kissed the chrysanthemum of smiling at in the raincoat for the first time. Clammy, the soft lip is pestered together. Because are all the first time, teeth and teeth are always met together. But two people still hold, kiss. Forget intensive top of the head and raindrop under, the ones that have forgotten outside raincoats have thundered and lightned.
That day, she did not go back to aunt's married woman's parent's home. She wants to accept and take her back to the family accepted for the first time for the first time. The parents that accepted for the first time have all gone to other places to receive a training. On the single bed that is accepted for the first time, two people like each other, the ones that are taking the silk silk are afraid.
Shortly after that, she has left that middle school. Accept and come to see her off for the first time, he wears a azure sweater, thin, the tears glimmer in eyes. Charge, open hand for the first time, put one the intersection of jade and Goddess of Mercy in the palm, take first red line bunch. Accept and put it on her hands for the first time, accept and say, " you should write to me, don't forget for the first time. I will think, you. I will study carefully, will let you pass auspicious day. Don't forget! " She hangs that jade Goddess of Mercy in one's own neck, " I will not forget, accept for the first time. "
Smile at Mobile of the chrysanthemum loud suddenly, accept for the first time. "Now, we are unable to wear in a raincoat. " Smile at chrysanthemum listen to for the first time if charging, see passerby that outside the window flash, tears well up in the eyes from her slowly.
Smile at the chrysanthemum and live to on the tenth day, has built and met her late. Build late thinly and many, stand in the sitting room with a bristly unshaven chinly. Because have not had a rest on the originally fair and clear face, some gray dust. Each of big eyes smile at the chrysanthemum at will, follow and gyrate behind her.
Build and smile at chrysanthemum get back to behind the Suzhou, begin life as in the past again late. Noisy, but not as terrible as before.
Smile at the chrysanthemum to think that builds or loves her late. She have no intention of, find one little poem at note book that build late some day, " you come on autumn walk, autumn bring a lot of leaves, I go shopping alone in the thick clothes " . The title is " After you leave - --Give and smile " . While smiling at the chrysanthemum and looking at, cried suddenly. She can find out and build how from that word to love her late, wonders in the heart it is better how to ache to build late.
Soon, it is pregnant to smile at the chrysanthemum. Build lying prone and listening to children's heartbeat on her belly every day happily late. Smiled at the chrysanthemum to think suddenly up to now, the ones that had passed by oneself just can be regarded as happy day. She too can remember, accept for the first time sometimes, that to charge phone once in a while for the first time. She has to stay to the love accepted for the first time on the weight of that jade Goddess of Mercy. She is taking and accepting giving to his jade Goddess of Mercy for the first time. She know that to accept, begin, wear borning for the first time for a long time. Just she, to it indifferently on purpose. She can wear all the time, even if have a bath.
Some day, Mobile that build late is loud, built in the computer and written something late, smile at the chrysanthemum and pick up the mobile phone on the tea table to connect. One is calling and building the elder brother bringing accent of Hangzhou, woman delicately pretty.
Later, smiled at the chrysanthemum to know, that women in Hangzhou came to Suzhou to look for and build late each weekend from friend that builds late. That woman cherishes children too now, live in Suzhou clear-cutly, must build for her to explain late. While smiling at the chrysanthemum and learning the truth, " after you leave that just know that one - --Give and smile " Poem write to one's own. Because the name of woman shout too " Smile " .
She wants to build and tell her all late. Build some and speak haltingly late, the grievance flashes in eyes, it seems that all is not his faults.
"I let her get rid of the child, but she is not willing. Smiling at the chrysanthemum, I will not divorce you. I am who loves you! " Build and see that it is so excited to smile at the chrysanthemum for the first time late, cry too by oneself.
"You do not know how I like you now, dislike you! " Smile at the chrysanthemum and watch and build and say hating " I will not love you late! Let's divorce! " Build, stand up suddenly late, piece wear his long arm, swing up and down, "however, we can't divorce. Smile! For child's sake, we can't divorce! " "Don't ask me to smile! " Smile at the chrysanthemum and shout hysterically. "Don't ask me to smile! Your smiling and laughing at is not me! You go to look for her, she has a child's too! You love her, with her! I do not love you, the child is mine, have nothing to do with you! "
The North, have first snow, smile at chrysanthemum stand under light the intersection of institute and bare tree, piece burn both arms, assume a posture, want, embrace what gesticulate there. She wears the white down coat of a fat long and ankle, has worn a white cap of floss for embroidery, it is the intersection of she and aunt that give pale glove which she knit on hand.
She has not built and divorced and late. Build to some money of that woman in Hangzhou late, force her to go to the hospital to get rid of the child. Even so, it is unwilling to forgive him to smile at the chrysanthemum, no matter what kind of efforts are built and made late, it is not willing to come back to his side to smile at the chrysanthemum again.
The snow is paved with the courtyard soon. Heart to laugh at chrysanthemum excited unexpectedly, she must pile snowmans in courtyard. The aunt has to put on the thick cotton-padded clothes and accompany her. The aunt is fat, smile at a stomach of chrysanthemum, two people came down in half a day, only piled a small snow drift. Smile at the chrysanthemum and really worry about, has been accepted and phoned for the first time. Soon, accept, come for the first time, jump tape jump up courtyard, laugh at the chrysanthemum shift onto the same even, have piled with the aunt two people.
Smile at the chrysanthemum and go to the room to find out a CD, is showing a " snowman "'s song, that is one that she likes, have not heard for a long time. That song sings repeatedly, let her nose tingle.
Acid too while getting into the frame of mind for work for the first time, he knows he is not the snowman smiling at the chrysanthemum, not that build late. Have smiled at the snowman of the chrysanthemum already in spring. He just hopes now that can smile at the chrysanthemum well, grows the child smoothly, she is good, he will be better too.
That night, smile at chrysanthemum jade Goddess of Mercy led at the neck to find disappear suddenly. She opens all lights in the room, finds. The aunt is called and looked for by her too. Let, find even midnight. Smile at chrysanthemum so anxious that tears flow, come out, sleep well first night. Continued looking for again the next day. It's a pity that comes to nothing.
Have night while being safe, laugh at the chrysanthemum slip in the courtyard because of carelessness, fall terribly, when sending to the hospital, already abortion.
Build it while rushing to come over from Suzhou late, smile at the chrysanthemum and still go into a coma on the sick bed. All people are quiet in the incomparable impatience. Deeply regret the chrysanthemum of smiling at while deeplying regret that little boy baby. The child has not only hoped the adult has no thing.
Laugh at the chrysanthemum live in in the hospital for one month. When go home, it is very warm. When come into the courtyard, snowman and snow have already disappeared. She squats in the place that was piling the snowman originally, is pushing lightly everywhere with hands, has seen that jade Goddess of Mercy as expected, the red line above is dirty, because is broken, smiling at the chrysanthemum releases. Hold to that jade Goddess of Mercy in her hand, turn round to pass watching for the first time. Watch she for the first time, one deep and vast tears hold in there, dare, let them fall, come down on the eyes.
Smile at the chrysanthemum and build divorcing and late. Charge for the last time seeing smiling at chrysanthemumming, in Qingdao, shing getting short hair that is can and then short still for the first time, reveal the a little outwards protruding forehead. Much thin again, only see that pair of big eyes flop and flop on the face. Smile at the chrysanthemum and say with a smile " May you be newly-married and happy" ,Accept and stand with his new wife in the wind in the seashore for the first time, is thanking her for her blessings, they come to enjoy the honeymoon. Smile at the chrysanthemum and bow and smile closing the mouth tightly, two deep dimples emerge again, is matching her short hair, look like a child even more.
Smile at the chrysanthemum to know oneself can not be lonely all the time though during the journey, who it is impossible to love alone, it is impossible to go to go through the desperate love alone. Smile at the chrysanthemum and think, whose oneself will also be loved. Even if only because that person wants to ask to her, she wants to ask to that person. Love, that's it. She is not afraid.
Smile at chrysanthemum think like this, sunshine shine, produce shade of her from side of her, because is dusk, that shade is drawn very long and very long, the upper part of the body gave a discount, shine on the wall of the color of colour of loess, the leg is still on the road slenderly. Then has made the shade of the booklet accordingly her body is moving as can only run side by side as the love in lovinged


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