The narrating of an extramarital affair man

The narrating of an extramarital affair man
Time really so terrible, pass 33 quickly, it watches to be the people in middle age, terrible. But the more terrible one is, I have found a kind of phenomenon: It is time Then, this even if whether one one faithless man give whom oneself write with plead innocence. The life is very transient, do not in fact need too many explanations. But as a kind of comfort, a kind of introspection, seem or want. As this woman's husband has already come to a zig zag on couple's normal life orbit, but his wife is still busy on the set road, that situation should be more miserable. It's a pity, this kind is miserable, but came to arrive on one's own wife's head Presumably, many middle aged men are similar to me, has already got married for many years. And the relation between them and the remaining half, I think I am perhaps similar to me: The kindred with wife exceeds the passion. Man want, resist much enticement in other work, internal to live a dull life day by day, though has already felt very tired and very uninteresting, very satisfied too. So, so for many years, wife and I have not minded to this, the meaning satisfied with the existing state of affairs a bit. Someone says, the middle aged woman is very tired; Also someone says, the middle aged woman is blissful. I scarcely see some middle aged women are happier, in a word I think, so own as to come to a zig zag on couple's normal life orbit as this woman's husband, but his wife is still busy on the set road, that situation should be more miserable. It's a pity, this kind is miserable, but came to arrive on one's own wife's head. In front of the ones that worked as the collegegirl that a director assigned one newly and took to me suddenly, said that practises, and bring for me in half a year, I produced a certain smug feeling suddenly seeing the light in the heart baffledly, it is unable to make it clear, that moving swirl of flying and making a leap forward that it has been for a long time own that there is a certain desire that only think. Several months passed by, and to all these, my wife is ignorant, or live the life of the fuel,rice,oil and salt and basic daily necessities perfectly contentedly. She after the youth dies gradually has in fact already penniless Presumably, the woman after getting married often goes ahead along a kind of ethical orbit, they would liked to go down so all the time too, as will be sung in a song, age slowly, and the most romantic thing in all one's life that unexpectedly the women regard this as! This, think about that can not certainly go wrong. And I, except I may be wrong on the morals, I may be wrong on the marriage law, in fact I am just obeying the calling of the true emotion. One that is with wife is kissing lazily, is and the the collegegirl one the love? Just, how should I make this kind of a little confused predicament in order? Recall, wife at the beginning getting married was delicate and shy and lovely, understanding. Gradually, I discover she begins to give up one's own dream, gives up becoming a bright woman. Daily necessaries, the child parents are all proper excuses. She after the youth dies gradually has in fact already penniless. It is obvious this is a truth: When the woman gives up oneself, the result that leads to the fact must be that that kind is sad and helpless. Can see around us, long long ago, the women were used to depending on, it can't already be independent to be inherent. The women like to be romantic and liking to be beautiful, but romantic and impossible all one's life, it is too long to dress up ornamental time, will be hard too, no one is able to stand. Then, the marriage is all these kind is finished? Rest assured to ignore after handing over oneself? Women, since made a bet, must open eyes wide, because of this long unrestrained gambling, if until Heaven separates you, that is very good naturally, can fail, it is all of the woman's. Every of this person, lowpriced. In people's life, in a sense, there can be kindred good What, what do you say to me? "Actually your situation was a kind of ordinary predicament, the plot was customary too. But you have frivolous tone in the whole text, a great deal of sophistry, the attitude is really abominable. So put you under holding the egg man. " Well, scold I mind scold ruthless to matter at all, I do the wrong thing after all. Then, does the wife with unfortunate that to me say one sentence? "I sympathize with you, until ignorance have, feel according to woman that inertia live one perhaps. I clear, learn truth very, what kind of is like you woman will sadness have depend on. " How say so wife of me, she whether any have even by mistake. What, are you also saying that unfortunate wife of mine? "I will spread a little more salt on your wound: In this outside in anything crops up one, your persons who too actually connive. " Is this talking about from where? It is I that am unfair to her, how can she betray oneself? "In fact for you, it is not any predicament at all now. Maybe still rather contented. Substantiate, right? Whether La is enraged very two pieces of flavour which women cares about " I can not have it in this way. "Whether it is your self-awareness in the future of true emotion. In some respects are wrong I do not mention either. The intersection of happiness and you that desire bring can go, hold, speak you be can chosen to a certain extent. But request, see in on you once the intersection of couple and of copies, the intersection of message and means of livelihood, wife of you. What I referred to might not be money, more important her self-respect and confidence. The difficulty is here But I worry about you: Fresh now, will be uninteresting too with the passing of time, new one of old tree then? Is it Douglas to weigh oneselves in the hand. Lure more and more outside, you go straight and go out once listening to calling even shoes are ignored? " Right, you say you well, every of this person, but lowpriced. In people's life, in a sense, there can be kindred good. How many people look forward to even this anxiously. But I find that has misplaced to the people's feeling by the pillow, then, can I begin another for some time "All right, my internal heat is a little bit great. In fact more than of this kind of things one, easy to divide many the so scattered ones. But you can't be so bold and assured, you are calm, everything is born, want to be clear. You are really a man. " Yes, you speak reasonably, after all, she and I are persons in love or once in love, we are once time of concurrent ownership. Happy, unforgettable sharing time. There is lethality to knew time at that time, our input, diligent. Work hard, happy too. At that time, time was helping our building to dream of. Not just for the continuity of this time, do we step the bank of the marriage? But you read, same time wore down love unexpectedly, dream of dying on the following time, the building goes out of cultivation, the sense organ is numb. The job, child, cavity's family. Right, are there people by any reason important over your pillow? But I find until feeling of people happen, misplace by the pillow, then, I Begin another for some time, OK? "But ask clear oneself, what kind of time is needed on earth? " I do not know how to answer you, brother, really. What I know now is: Be alive clearly during clear time, should be not far from happiness in this way presumably. Happy! We everyone come in this world, is it for the agony? Remember that celebrated birthday in happiest thing as a child. Right, everybody has one's own birthday, meanwhile, everybody is that one flows trickling sluggishly and thinly. We regard the birthday as a commemoration day, in fact, it is that trickling sluggishly thin trace that flows to flow, stay. Oh, flow and can not remit trickling sluggishly and detailedly to the destiny of the long river of whole period of time either eventually. This, life just as we. Time can solve all problems. In fact I think, should say: Time is too strong, its way to solve the problem is to destroy, destroys all questions, include producing main body and object of the question. All must change according to the will of time (another ruin) . The stones in the river, will all not be chosen at all finally, turn into a round cobble without exception. The marriage is the same too, time will let it lose the original appearance. Then, I understood at last: Why people all meet the arrival of every year very happily, no matter happy person, sad person. It seems that everybody does not know, what we welcomed is our destiny! People are like this: It makes people pessimistic to see deeply; Think optimistically that makes people know how to seek joy amidst sorrow! Since it is so, then, let us try hard to be alive understanding as much as possible during clear time, in this way, to oneself, to others, it is beneficial. Not who says? News when being young

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