A solitary woman's emotional story _ is single

A solitary woman's emotional story _ is single

I began to fall in love at the age of 20, the deep friendship played five boyfriends during the decade, just when I perplexed for age all day, I cooled the enthusiasm married at last. The lesson loved deeply and failed in love to me repeatedly is: Hereafter I can not again
Say something - -So long as how how is it will be better. How how is this always says that onlies want 5 million in me somewhat like some first prizes while always thinking, the result waits until when he is really 5 million but he is extremely irritated those persons taking money from special interests from all directions.
So I say, people must not find sustenance hoping to a thing not coming on one's body, because that may be a beginning of other a irritated and very irritated life.
Friend-making
I buy the house of streets of a shroud 86 now, the day beginning to pass oneself. I work with all one's might in the daytime, in the evening, I usually turn on the computer, is " uniting allly " Have the chat about games. The person chatting with me is usually some and my generally lonely person - -Man, and these talks usually all end up in vain after some time, appear again after a period of time new net friend My single life has been continuing so all the time.
A man and each one once in two weeks chats with me all night at night, he is in Shanghai, what he used is the computer of the public computer room. He says extending endlessly there that misses me, but I know this kind of game can only be played. I am on business went to Shanghai to see him one month later, we sit and have a meal in the restaurant where the light flicker, see eye to eye. Where to begin does not know everything.
I called the girlfriends of all of my boyfriends after midnight that evening, the corner where we sit at a bar, in order to avoid the awkwardness of that kind of two people, I fool around and banter in flirtation with around man at will, it opens one's mouth to be " you think me? " I want him to understand, this is my life, we are different. The man in Shanghai sits among us courteously and gently, is drinking the wine of different colors quietly, smiling, is far looking at me. I far sit too, cast a look at him, then drink a wine.
I was not then understanding suddenly until night, I was two so frightened person's face-to-face true life. I, at heart, can not stay with any man, no matter this is a good man, bad man. I fear and get now, as I feared in the past lost. I still draw a conclusion: One that is with one man get along how far you keep or close distance more, result their the same, the man will disappear automatically reach almost.
Undertaking
The advertising agency that I can also transfer attention to salary of mine is at work after losing. This job lets me fully temper one's own ability to plague with unreasonable demands, I to speak and reveal one's feelings to people and thing that tired with smiles to everything that like in most great skill now.



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