A confession with overbearing love records _'s love for time
I tired, fall in love, discuss tired, get married, remain in the fog spending, often only a little step, always feel the clothes as that China not perfect in the show window finally, two has been rolled over, having earned, psychology or hang-up. Once stars called fox spirit specially felt
Say realizing: "The men always say I am their favorite, it is they that leave me first. " Unless explanation of one of deserted wives, I wonder whether there are silly on she,those man sillies, also or getting sillier likewise. This kind of fox is so precise and appropriate as to have no level, watches the man run, do not shout and does not love at once, even have a pain indistinctly in the heart, a bit more honourable while loving, " that man has been got rid of by me. " This opening remarks seem to have more feelings made a mad rush for.
There has been love (including blindlying date, head direct for the love that the theme is forced and the love of N time, add up that figure and does not know how to ask) . Often dream of becoming a very rich writer of situation of selling well, sell the honest experience of that point of oneself in batches garbling a story by adding details, " the longing for recording truly furiously of a woman and countless men ", the title is hot enough, does that who has the selling point most conceal names? Very afraid he is chasing and assigning the royalty, because nobody suspects to overprint because he is betrayed, expect wants to ghostwrite to cut me to death if readers finish watching, think that really reaches a certain realm by oneself. Speech return, rotate clockwise, repent, record, must have, remind love of allowing a getting overbearing to follow the same old catastrophic road no longer one really real material, go further elder sister old road meaningful.
Present New Human Being is too relaxed and ruthless, have no justice mercilessly, maybe cover the face and titter, is less than or equal to 10 being regarded as the love too overbearingly, is not that our well-behaved woman in the next door? Hey, don't overstate very much, n is different with n, one is adjusted, that can be regarded as N too, can only be regarded as the radical sign N at most. The times for competition even vie with each other to see who is the better crying and shouting to become a fox spirit, this just lets the air of mark be proud.
Repent 1
First love so pure that flow soup, know, leave school one last back looks accordingly silly to move, get home gate all pooped out each time, strength that first deep love hope already die out, go home and enter the meals hurriedly, touch the pillow and sleep, the dim Mummy pleasant to the ear says: "The child studies individually late hard. " Beat breast and stamp feet, well, spend so many time on march, university school badge of front how be can the intersection of I and eternal pain under heart - -Peking University, the superman that I can't do the study with win-win love, I am ashamed and paired I raise my parents.
Repent 2
The first boyfriends of times of university, grow up in penniless scream, keep a elegant one to be long to send, cherish Chinese-style dream of rock in the heart, guitar that so fond that will not let out of one's hand accompany the hoarse voice. He always looks like the man protagonist in the film, comes to leave towing me in memory, it seems that this kind is still continued to use falsely and coolly in a large number of films and television programs so far. I once can't exempt and love this kind of form vulgarly, guess there must be earth-shaken thing to happen in that, but the one that hear each time is all: "Eat anything at noon. " Later on I have already lost to cooperate with this kind to tow makings and patience of dragging, I did not hear a sentence of languages which accorded with this kind of passion at last. Hear who see more several of me, shout, want, cut people, I see him have never in fact. A irritated one unreconciled in I, until the fact that real the intersection of experience and one tow I walk, must have and surprise will cut down angry youth of people, but make spirit great and is stimulated, go out to seem to end in the local police station each time.
Repent 3
Cannot bear to look back on, slightly propose a few words in repenting 2, it has already been the heartbeat, detect a spot in sequela, this slightly looks at Iing expect sparingly, I am nervous.
Repent 4
The intersection of university and third boyfriend of times, the the intersection of high school and era read melancholy boy that dream of when " whether Lemon ask ", come from in pious Catholicism family, I wonder why melancholy boy in the works of romantic novel come from this kind of family more, I like that kind of odd coincidence in the life, it makes my love make classics. Because he is crazy about the music, enjoys everyday to accompany me to practise the musical instrument very much, he is the most pretty and most pale boy being seen in my life, small poet that also played the part of like Bin Won. I turn over the melancholy that appeared many years ago, melancholy flawlessly with him, has not seen a film, not strolling around the street once, he will often sigh in melancholy interval, my heart sinks at once, I suspect his magnetic field is a convent. He tells me one day, he will die without me, in fact he can rest assured, it must be me that so melancholy to die first. After departure, overhear those and I am familiar with, persons that does not know well mutter to oneself with me at all: "He often asks about you to need something to us. " Whether this is that that kind is named the affectionate toy, my happy heart is put into the cage for a time, I am can't be more unwilling. The only trace that he leaves is that he is given to a poem " I have a denture " of me today.
Repent 5
Grit one's teeth, buy the the intersection of price and high canvas, think becoming N of author take the post as the girl friend lucky, he always requires me to place hands on the unsatisfactory his place of the size, no matter on the bus, cinema. So I resent hear, eradicate pornography one word at that time, feel that relates to oneself. My only harvest is those my nudes of picture that I do not like, the ones that almost ravage again and again behind the ones that think of this picture make love each time, made I open and upright meant dyeing the feeling in all one's life, so laid aside and neglected, waited until being non- careful one day he became Picasso (my disagreeable paintered, though he is reputable) ,Sell one more piece of sky-high price, letting me a dark horse becomes the rich old woman who ranks among the top 50,etc., also get it right I am the repayment that art dedicates oneself to. If not then one day in one's remaining years, commit to the flames on one's deathbed.
Repent 6
That has me an only once had excited love of marriage, my boss, just the possessing both wealth, divorce and has not bred, although is a story of old stuff, I still like crazily. Almost the looking up of the idiot, let me firmly believe I am going together with truth, I have silly girl seeing the world, but it is noble to face and shroud men under, my justice that has scanty experience of life has no one that returned to and took care of and disregarded the gain and loss to pitch in directly. Let health of me float, want celestial being as him, I afford to shed grateful tears. Until I meet by chance, make him float, want health of the celestial being one day ' Though he has not said frankly to me) ,Extremely to the limit charming and sexy woman that, but gaudy custom, all I cuff and kick, arm talent that stand up in the face of overshadowed thing particularly like this, I blame the intersection of I and mother a bit for the first time, why be can't in spite of hide one photo of Monroe in one's arms danger that criticize and denounce cherish I, that is my happiness in all one's life. I acknowledge I make soul of him float, want celestial being just, but self-respect of me it allows Is to be only the intersection of he and the intersection of heart and an island in the sea finally. Leaving a sentence of coronets behind: " your arms make me warm newly healthily, making me warm has non- enough soul yet " And then, make an escape. Saw his photo on a magazine one day suddenly, my little belly chicken's intestines at once looked for the clues that his wedding was denied, I know I am thinking of him, but I will flash out at once at the same time he is in the sample in bed, retaliate against in order to show.
Repent 7
I get to know and take office in John of a French company to calm down one while coming, but the white flesh of yellow cover is romantic in manufacture harder than Frenchmen, his courtesy and teaching Raise, make I all of a sudden if in the intersection of etiquette and the intersection of school and the dictorial supervisor's chest often ' If there is the doctorate in the etiquette school) ,He stroke the intersection of hand and heavy pieces of loud piece of me, carry " Jane loves " under dim light, it has already been of common occurrence to hold the leg of the flower form in hands and go down on one's knees, that kind of atmosphere upgraded progressively exceeded the my bearing limit which think romantic at last, until developing into goose pimples all over the place. Later, in order to imitate " red and black ", he tried physical power best to climb to my window of second floor very much with that hands not stalwart, open yet,lose by the first floor already people,fortunately and fine,most it is at this when being soul-stirring that regret, the woman protagonist is snoring loudly in one's sleep all the time. Later, I moved to the 12th floor, daring again and its love, made a noise and caused deaths, my fragile heart would not have Ning'an all the life, actually I was afraid of spirits.
Well, repent 8, repent 9 Not patience. Beyond cure, listen to the love on regurgitation, this is called nerve vomiting according to doctor. Listen to lover's prattle begin, search for until which love appear, it is at the side who overlap can not distinguished clearly.
Determined to give up the love at last, remoulded oneself thoroughly, like what parents expected honestly, look for one of great literary talent, study five rich trucks, trustworthy, show filial respect for the old man's husband generation definitely, until the life ends. Addiction which day gets married at the meeting that only afraid.
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