pre-marital cohabitation of a woman who only cohabits

pre-marital cohabitation of a woman who only cohabits

16 -year-old one day for me: At Xia Ri's dusk, I sit in the rattan chair on the balcony, am eating bubbles in big mouthfuls, big hands are waved suddenly, issued the declaration: "I have decided, this lifetime looks for a man who I love and cohabits, never get married! " Estimate this posture,
The manner is similar somewhat with a certain great man, so that A opposite would rather look at me, transfer to opening eyes sillily and sillily.
Senior One on me at that time, several boys and I are doing teenager's inmature love game at one's side, but I have fallen in love with my historical teacher crazily. I remember forever he comes into that scene of my sight for the first time: He hold teaching materials are large to step forward, get on lecture platform is tall and big and cool at will in the hand - -He is really very cool, I have never seen him smiling, have always given lessons thinly, the brow has even never been unclamped. Like the mountain, gigantic and the raised angle is hard; As the sea, the broadness but the great wave is not amazed by.
Then I transfer the romantic makings of all of a little women, can some happen with him a bit one day in illusion.
In the afternoon one day, I slip away from the classroom out, want to buy the smoke of the bag to smoke outside the school, ran into him and his wife finally. His wife gets rid of and sets about in the front, march with light packs, he follows the slow heel closely carrying the big bags and small bags behind, dealing with the instruction that that preceding woman switches back frequently, a whole footman carefully - -All good opinion all evaporate.
The man lives to on this one, even let people have no illusion to him, I believe it is a marriage that causes this. Because the men and women in the love are always in high spirit, have a radiant face, and once step into the marriage, two people want how long disappear expression. That is an immediate cause why I decide to cohabit.
My parents will never know this kind of thought of mine, because they do not understand little daughter of mine at all times. Achievement outstanding, honest eldest brother, the second elder sister are that their kindred condenses, and I, play truant and fight junior middle school, the calf love that the high school smokes, in their eyes, I am a bizarre entity, but reincarnated unexpectedlying becomes their child.
Graduating from the high school at last, I had found a very idle job: Do planar design in a magazine office, go to the office to sit in two days of one week, do not need to make too many dealings with the colleague. On first day to receive salary, I moved out of home, begin to cohabit with a boyfriend of mine.
In summer by 2001, we have already cohabitted for more than one year. His parents are in the other places, seldom come over, it is more rare for my parents to think of me, it is so good instead - -There is no that agreement to put in the drawer, there is not the paying a man back in his own coin of old men of two families, our day is relaxed and satisfied.
We do not interfere not to interfere oneself either each other, sit on the roof drinking beer at dead of night sometimes, he gather up I go, guide, smoke, dance, I sit in him accompanying networking gaming that hing worked all night at the leg sometimes sometimes
I think such a day can permanently, because I to love him marry him - -I do not want to see him like that historical teacher.
Until one afternoon, I am sitting on the sofa in the sitting room looking through the caricature unusedly, a sentence of careless words have floated, " when will we get married? " I have stayed for half a day, then step forward and come into the bedroom loud and fill several few garments of mine in the traveling bag, when he has not realized yet, walked out in the cabin which we rented in big strides, have locked the door.
The man will demand to get married too, this is the most grieved discovery in my cohabitation life, I understand that perhaps there is not a man in the world - -Even if he loves me very much - -Know and cohabit with me forever, one so long as perhaps woman cohabitting will let them not have sense of safety, believe in the sense finally. But I will still adhere to my faith, even if this means I will drift from a man to another man like the vessel from now on, can't stop forever.


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