A boy who falls in love with the teacher

A boy who falls in love with the teacher
In classmate's eyes, I one have a little " In all seriousness " Monitor. I never like making a joke, except the need of work, I do not even like answering the girl very much, they show off, laughing and joking, let me feel a little afraid. Perhaps, my psychology is too old. There are several pairs in the class " In love " (used after an attribute) " The little lover " ,Sometimes fine making sometimes, sometimes cry, sometimes smile, I think I feel rather boring. Cough! Have this time, are not so good as sleeping to sleep, play soccer. Wan Wan is unexpected to be own in vain that all fall into too " The love " ,Realized at last, this was really a thing that can't help. Three months ago, a new teacher did not come, taught us class' English, her surname is Xiao, had just graduated from university. Mr. Xiao teaches lesson very well, well received by everybody, the main one is, she has working enthusiasm greatly, benevolent to the classmates in the class, this, does not tell the truth on a lot of teachers of our school. Everybody welcomes Mr. Xiao to have a reason, may feel a little inconceivable to say, it seem very pure, even can say, it is inmature that she often behaves. For example, the school arranges for the visiting party to listen to her lesson in one day, she is very nervous, the face rises aglow, is looking at me on the lecture platform ceaselessly, that expression in one's eyes, seem to be crying for help to me, also no wonder, I am a monitor, the li of class one " Elder brother " (suffix)! I make V gesture towards her silently, show she explains lesson very well, let her not worry. I am that Senior One transferred to another school from the middle school in the county that year, the foundation of English was not very good, I worry too, because college entrance examination English divides the very important one. I think Mr. Xiao is amiable, so often seek advice to her, is not afraid of bothering her either after leaving school, go to her dormitory, ask the question. Gradually, our topic is turned from the textbook to the others, we mention our own families, our experience in the past etc. from school, the society, Mr. Xiao has a gentle and kindhearted heart, the feeling that she gives to me, even there is no social experience, it seems to be still a university student who have scanty experience of life. On those days, unconsciously, our heart neared. Until one noon, after she kept me to have lunch, spoke of her first love, that was hopeless unrequited love --A little 12 -year-old girl has fallen in love with her operator's young doctor, she speaks of one's own miss to the doctor over the past 10 years, talk oneself can go that year medical university enormous to regret, speak of so for many years, mind experience of a girl who has grown up gradually I have been moved deeply, I have never heard of the story of such pure love, she speak one's own story, at sight turn I to, getting distracted, because it is silly to stare her generally for me to take place, at that time, I thought her extremely beautiful! Later, I discovered oneself was unnatural, my hearts were missing her all the time. Daytime is just with her obviously, finish reviewing the homework in the evening, lie in bed, I recall her face desperately --Strange, I think what look oneself can not figure out her, then too impatient to see her the next day. I feel Mr. Xiao has unusual feelings on also I, while having English lesson, I will often keep watch on her and lost in thought, once she perceives, the face will be red. Our contact is more frequent than the past, we have looked for a lot of excuses for oneself, in order to meet the other side more. It is Mr. Xiao's birthday on May 5, she told me. That day, I bought a bunch of red roses to her, she did not refuse. What made me worried is, my psychology makes some to wonder, for example I see Mr. Wu who teaches mathematics is very uncomfortable, even his lesson is unwilling to listen to, everybody is discussing and saying Mr. Wu is pursuing Mr. Xiao fiercely, it may be that this statement has been produced and envied the psychology by me, what reasons do I have? It is very unreasonable to think about. Frequently, when I cool down, I feel afraid. I am a student, and she is the teacher-student relationship, I think I can not fall into this kind of emotion. I am still undertaking the holy mission that prepare for the college entrance examination, I have a lot of one's own and future dreams, but even so, I can not always restrain from to look for her by oneself. Now, classmates seem to perceive, I could hardly imagine the consequence of this thing to some extent. (small sand, male, 17 years old, the student in Senior three) [Chat cabin ]: Small sand and Mr. Xiao can be regarded as the disposition middleman, unfortunately the feeling of their adoration is unseasonable! We are all a member in the society, so-called " Offer as a gift the life to isolate " , " Come and go all alone " All the illusion not practical, delighted that we can't only pursue oneself to do things while speaking, consider could surrounding environment accept, stand up isolatedly oneself also, very easy to fall into " Have difficulty in taking a step " Condition. The wise man can always try to find one " The exit passageway " ,Not only can realize one's own hope, but also can be approved by the environment. As to little sand, his " The exit passageway " Should make one's own independent social status and economic status at first, then qualified to come and a woman (including his teacher in the past) Love, getting married. Reach this step, small sand take efforts of a few years also at least. Fortunately, small sand and the teacher's emotion are also in sprouting for period at present, has not spread yet around, should come to a halt immediately. The life of Senior Three should be tense and uninteresting and making people cherish indistinct and excited feeling, the goal of college entrance examination can make this period of time become transparent and simple, those dim emotion, sad, baffled aspiration of bottom of heart are often repelled outside by tense and regular life, the small sand had better enter such a state. In the future, let, tell them. Transfer to selecting from " worry in rainy season " (Haitian publishing house) from K12 physiology

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