A violence of family which husbands narrates

A violence of family which husbands narrates
Resentment wife and I not saying clearly is introduced by the colleague and makes up the family. After marriage soon, wife and I feel from each bigoted personality difference, our careless combination is a mistake. In my view, a man can be an insignificant " little role " in the society ,Have neither power nor influence, embarrasingly short of money, can be at home, he wants to work as " leader " naturally . Because he needs " the man's dignity " Prop up oneself originally not intrepid body and mind. On the contrary, first man can yet submit to humiliation to support the family outside, it it depends on the wife's face son evens to come back home, then how to suppress to crook it is being enough he is serving you right! The wife thinks the man who mixed good-for-nothingly outside, it is not qualified to do " dictatorship of man right " at home at all . I and wife were in order to fight for the family " The sovereignty " Have begun to fight with both open and secret means. I said I would eat the noodles served with fried bean sauce at noon, but the wife buys the fragrant-flowered garlic and makes dumplings; The wife said, did the birthday of 60th birthday on your mother we only bought two roast ducksed, one of other things spend, I persist in, buy back one the intersection of roll and " the Kodak " Colour film, still " it is clever to tremble " lifting the camera before wife's eyes ; The wife lets me accompany her to go window-shopping, I say that I have a load on one's mind to get to the store, I am still conceiving an article to have that spare time. The wife says, you have a contest with me intentionally I let you unable to write as you but believed yet. The wife turns on the recorder, the popular song that lets arbitrarily scream is disturbed so that my train of thought is cleared off. Will it be night weekend, wife pillow fall asleep merry eve for a time altogether in the intersection of bed and first-class I and her, but I bend over one's desk the disease book is pretended to be the evening paper editor of tomorrow morning " Await rugently necessary condition " . Wife and I criticize the other side for having " The psychological obstacle " ,But can not ask the doctor that managed. An opening, think that is containing " evil design " in the other side's good word too each other . I depend on the wife's nose, Li Sheng says: " whether it has Is to be here, you don't imagine everything to be excellent! " The wife stands akimbo, roar: "You, at society on even an old officer of sesame mix, fall, come, chide me everyday? Horizontal man in one can only be in the nest! The man what it is? " I profess: " I must have the final say on this family! " The wife also speaks plausibly and volubly: "Do you have the final say? Are you rich or have a tendency? Tell you, I am not the person that a soft persimmon pinches! " I pat the desk angrily: " let this tricky woman of yours calculate me mouldly for generations! " The wife also says stamping one's foot: " marry man who will only have a contest with the wife of yours, it was originally blind to be be regarded as me! " I wonder because of anything, from from which day does it know, I listen to wife chattering with thorn evil fire rise on the, up to the brain " The drone " ,it attend to again that scholar polite,sight by face of wife for one of slap on the faces. The wife attacked in retaliation over immediately, caught, beat, scratched, up to " gave vent to anger " Just drop. Nose of wife flow out blood, arm, scratch, bleed each too at the face of me, the young son frightens " Oh " Wail. The wife dares to strike back to me, even more, it is getting heavier time by time to make her ruthless strength. Once, the wife, in order to light the soil heating and awfully busily noisy several days ahead of time and I. I depend on wife's forehead agitatedly: "Do I think you dare to put the stove out by water? I hit you flatly! " The wife takes it seriously and turns round to head direct for the kitchen, taking up the fire and cancelling the son cancels the grate. I sneer, compulsorily, seize the wife's hair, the right in the face is several mouths! At night, only wife and I fight outside the gate. The neighbours no longer mediate, they " war " to wife and me Have already been accustomed to. I and the intersection of wife and script that have pity on emotion of each, in antagonize when fight each other, only have a layer of covers left, that is our son. Who we have none " Transform " Make satisfactions one's own person. We live very tired outly, very ignorant. In the face of of those years wedding photo being more more and more livid purply swollen in orbit of wife, she look at each other eyes of me, sight is cold, give out a few sounds of sneer frequently, this makes me feel frightened. I think, the wife retaliates against my time after I am fast asleep tonight surely. Will she make that large size knife for chopping sparerib of the kitchen? Use the folding switchblade put in the plastic fruit platter? It seems, I slept must open eyes ing tonight. It is still frightfully cold that the wife is watching intently my sight, but explained is unusually calm: "Let's divorce. Please find out your marriage certificate. " The spirit that I hold on firmly despite extreme adversity, pain, etc., answer calmly: "I can help you, will go to take the formality of divorce tomorrow. " I turn over in the study from head to foot and find without knowing marriage certificate in which kraft paper pocket to insert, but ears hear the wife saying to the son while crying in the son's room: "I can't always let your father hit this lifetime, mother can only divorce father. Mother is unemployed, without the fixed income, you have to follow father " " the mother! " The son says crying too: " the mother, I disagree with you divorce my father! " I bear the tear not spinning in the eyes again, has wiped a handful of faces, the heart is getting hard again. The marriage certificate that the red bread of satin sealed has already been looked through and found out, I and magnificent smile of appearing on the wife young face 13 years ago when open and read. Now, the photo remains unchanged, that magnificent smiling at Ye makes people heart-broken. The heart is horizontal, the tooth is gripped, I pass the marriage certificate into wife's hands. The wife lifts the tearful eyes, is staring at me. I find mouth of wife produce, wipe, make my terrified wanlying smile. The wife bows the head, stroke that photo of taking a group photo with the hands trembling. "Our fate is to the end "The wife's tears drip and drop on photo. I have slid over a wisp of desperate sense of loss in mind. Very fast, I am unusually angry: "Do you think we really have fate? In 13 years, I was constrained very much! Depressing! Do you understand? " The wife says sealing the swollen orbit that rises: "Do I let you constrain 13 years? ! This, have I never thought, which woman does not like chattering? I only want to let you give up and is not fit for some defect that we live together, also we can say that makes you more complete " " it is enough! " I pat the tea table: "I detest your saying ' improve ' these two words! What qualifications ' improve ' do you have, I? Several decades, I take on all house work nearly, buy vegetables, cook, lead child, do washing, wash You can always nit-pick to me, criticize me for no reason! " The wife has stood up excitedly, she says: "No matter what a big fault I am, can't you raise one's hand and hit either? You have read a lot of books, can write articles, but you are so rough! Let it be, let's say good-bye! " The day when my heart rises and repents fully, I rush to write a special visit in the office, when go home, already near 3 o'clock before dawn. The wife has not slept, it is here to still sit Seem lost in thought on the sofa. Under the circumstances, what I do not want to say to the wife again. I only feel the unprecedented weariness of body and mind. I sit at the other end of the sofa, close eyes sleepily. My unusual bitterness of mood. "Do you hate me from the heart very much? " The wife has broken this embarrassed silence with the hoarse sound. I open eyes, say: "No, I only hate oneself. " "Then why do you still give the marriage certificate to me? You are not forcing me " Wife drop down tears, does not go on. I wrinkle the brow, ask not understanding: "Is not it you that will be going to the court to place on file tomorrow? " The wife says sobing: "You, do not understand the woman's heart at all. You should not give the marriage certificate to me, should not " I look at wife, flash tear, suffused with eyes that livid purple blood print in surprise, the thumping of pit of the stomach is danced directly. I wonder how, the wife becomes gentle and amiable at this moment. I remember at a lot of nights, the wife has held to soak water cup of American ginseng to me; Putting every pack on my desk silently, she breaks walnut-meat chosen out personally. The wife often says, you stay up to write the brain of fee of article, it is good for the brain to eat some more walnuts. I see, tonic these whether wife help the intersection of people and money earned to work as a temporary labourer buy with her for me behind the unemployment. The wife says, agreed to marry you originally, it was more educated than I that I pursued you, I like the person in cultural circles. Thinking the wife, to my friendship in the past, I feel bad very much, the body was moved towards the wife side unexpectedly, have held the wife's hands. The wife says: "It is your wife of several decades according to me, you really should not make to me to death like that! I am your wife " The wife sheds tears, toot toot crying. It is disorderly and livid purple to look at wife's orbit, cheek that, my heart rises and repents fully. I have cried too. I draw hand of wife make at my face. The wife exerts oneself to shake off from my hands out, say: "Don't be so, for this family, we both live difficultly. Whether you have thought, you hit me again and again in the presence of the son, where is my face put you let? What influence will this bring to son? Fights with others flamboyantly recklessly if the son is as muddy as you get up criminal when growing up, get into what great misfortune does it offer, we unpeaceful all one's life. For the son, later when I am wrong, you can't hit me either. Have asked you " I cry whole face tears, pain like the bottom of heart is seizing. The wife wipes the tears on my face, say: "The frank temper that I speak, don't take on me! You are 5 years older than I, is my elder brother, ask you to humour some younger sister of mine later! Sometimes, I am irritated, to whom do I give vent to do not vent towards you on letting again? You are a person that I am most on intimate terms, should coax me to look like an elder brother, husband. I see, I always make you angry, I have a lot of places that are unfair to you too " Introspection wife and I recalling past pains have made up the quarrel, but I am still heavy so far. My behavior has already formed family's violence, this will make me feel ashamed in the face of the wife in all one's life. " life Times "

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