The love should not be the melody _'s love time of the solo dance

The love should not be the melody _'s love time of the solo dance

Host: Large forest
Pour outPerson: Little goblin 24 years old
Four years ago, I am 20 years old, in one
The bath center of the family does to a waiter, there is a boyfriend loving me very much. Lived dully in day at that time, but I was very happy. Because we are all from the countryside, a own house has become a kind of extravagant hope in Changchun. Because of the reason of the work, I often keep in touch with those massagers. Some of them do regular health care, it is offering pornographic service that have too, I understand them for being the helpless selecting, there are difficulties. They advise I often while young chat, " Enter the water " Earn some money, see each time it is while taking my salary of more than one month how many days they are, I am really a bit aroused in interest. For the house, I decide to resign, covering up the boyfriend looks for a bath center to become a health care massager.
Make live fire in the paper, the boyfriend knows after this job that I change, hit and much notify of a phone call and question me every day. I call him back at the bar counter one day, been seen by a guest, I am massaged by him a bit. This piece ask the intersection of great wave and guest of brother come, look for I often later on, give me type, notify of a phone call, afraid it is inconvenient to give me first Mobile even for me to call back. The relation between boyfriend and me has been already very stiff at that time, I liked inadvertently and this was more than ten years older than I, the ripe and witty great wave brother chats. Familiar after standing up gradually, I know he divorces, one lives in Shenyang, because the relation of the business often comes to Changchun, and the great wave brothers will all let me accompany him to have a meal while coming each time. There is not a free lunch all over the world, I want to know his purpose as soon as beginning me, perhaps Vanity haunts, in the magic power (and the deterioration of boyfriend's emotion is the main reason) of the money Leave, I have accepted the great wave brother, have said good-bye to boyfriend.
The massager that I have finished two months works, live in the great wave brother for the house which I rented, and he is responsible for my living cost. The great wave brother cares about me very much, our emotion is better and better, I thought I have fallen in love with him slowly.
The great wave brother, half of time is in Changchun each month, half the time are in Shenyang. In order to avoid the unnecessary trouble, I did not go to Shenyang, so his day in Shenyang remains a person. Man to unable to bear not lonely, we, together after the 3 months, I learn he knows a girl again. For my love, it is over two o'clock before dawn, I call a taxi in Shenyang, finding that girl carries on a dialogue. Perhaps still have no emotional foundations, that girl withdraws.
Though my love defended war has won, this thing has left the shade in my heart - -I no longer believe in the great wave brother. We quarrel constantly the following life, I want to take advantage of putting down or leaving early one day, I have left before he came back. Walk very difficultly while going downstairs, because I have been regarding here as my family all the time, the first belongs to my own family. I receive telephone of him on bus, hear him say " don't move " as me When, I let the driver open back shedding tears. I see great wave brother stands downstairs waiting anxiously, ignores driver's surprised sight after getting off, in the chest that I attacked the great wave brother Later all of us managed this emotion meticulously.
Perhaps it will very easy to retreat in the passion of the love, in addition, the man was not originally careful, he will forget my birthday, forgets to say the telephone fitted late each night slowly Because does not want to let others know the relation between great wave brother and me, a lot of friends drift apart, I put all energy on him. I have more and more requirements unconsciously, his comfort is fewer and fewer too. The girl always likes acting like a child in front of one's own lover, but he said I was thoughtless. Big and noisy in such over three o'clock, small and noisy in over two o'clock, upgrade, reach, start again later We try to separate too, perhaps still have effection, perhaps is used to having his day, I begin to try to substantiate oneself with work, try to contact more environments outside, but it is him that one comes down in the brain idly.
Emotion have crack to be very much difficult to repair perhaps. Will it be afternoon this Spring Festival, I give him take place one message of blessing, until 12:30, the ring tones that expects is not loud all the time, did I make the telephone in the past to question, did he say it was not by telephone in the afternoon? Also talk about my thing more, then has hung up the telephone angrily. I hit him and shut down again, I think he has already been fed up about me, but I can not still put down.
I received his telephone in 15 of the first month of the lunar year, said that would go to Hainan, we had a little little quarrel in the telephone. I estimate in the evening he should arrive, want to greet him, but the telephone, that end, came was the sound of shut downing. Passed by over half of a month, I have never found him, I know he is hiding from me. He makes a decision to leave me this time, but I want to thank him, it is his appearance that lets me live a comfortable life. Actually it was a game, will be concluded without observing the regular game, moreover he and I were destined to come to nothing. To to it yearns for to be money (he it gives living costs of me to be only a low part in the past) him now such as I ,What I yearned for is this emotion!
I once said to him, if he needed to look after when being old, I will accompany yes he will be around, he said I was inmature at that time; I will still say so now, so long as he needs
No more, no less
Water sample girl Satisfied with one's own material demand, bring the agony to oneself or for a certain interests, not really very worth. Since a tragedy without result, why will that obstinately stick to a wrong course? Not so good as coming out from this tragedy as early as possible, become a strong and independent person!
Dropless Since you know this one game, why go, yearn for this section, let the intersection of people and emotion of regret already? Society give up, love him set he free to happy to fly to.
Woman such as porcelain Love him, stand fast at your commitment, until he remembered looking after him old that day! Perhaps only when he is tired he will remember, you - -It is a person that he needs!
Preside over the forest of the National People's Congress Everybody is all demanding different cost when being diligent towards different goals, more or less. But that is always cost making the person unforgettable. The little goblin has said, this is only a game without result, in order to get some materialist things, she has paid it since
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